Thursday, August 4, 2022

Back to Some Basics

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame anyone outside myself for what I am experiencing inside myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to dare to take absolute self-responsibility.




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe fear is real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be fearful of Life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am missing something

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need something more, something outside of myself to show me what I need to trust myself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear money,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear survival and surviving. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear judgement. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others think. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel petrified. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into petrification. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to freeze as a reaction to fear. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel safe within freezing up. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire validation from outside myself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear consequence. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe there is a 'right' and a 'wrong' way to be and behave, instead of being myself. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be the best, without putting the work in to better myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to protect my ego as my 'sense of self', and to fear losing that image of myself, and to fear what is beyond that image.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that which is real. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear realness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear feeling for real. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear giving for real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear panicking and losing control. 

I forgive myself tha tI have accepted and allowed myself to fear giving up control.