Sweet Surrender and the War Within/the War Without: micro blog from Desteni Universe

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Surrender

To stop resisting.
To stop trying to control.
To stop fighting.

To end a way of being, doing and behaving that is holding one in place, hostage, prisoner in an eternal hell as the inner-conflict we exist as.

To end the struggle for power.
To end greed as selfish desire.

Surrendering will mean confronting your worst fears, facing points of ego and in that, facing the death of self.

Transcending not physical death, but death on a mind level, the proverbial 'end' of who one thought oneself to be, what one had defined as 'life', what one had valued most and given everything to.

Walking into the great unknown in complete vulnerability with no protection and defense, no armour, so to speak. And then to realize we have only ever been attacking ourselves, at war with ourselves/within ourselves and in that, realizing we have and have had the power to stop since the very beginning.

To me, surrendering has nothing to do with a 'giving up' as a 'quitting', but rather a giving up as a letting go.

In war, the side that surrenders is seen as the ones that have lost the battle, when in fact they are the ones that ended the war.

Looking from the without to the within:

World War II was a 'clean' war in that it had a clearly defined objective, two identifiable sides, with a distinct start and end. The war on terror however, is a 'messy' war, in that the sides are not clearly defined, nor is the objective, and there is not even a mutually agreed upon definition of 'terrorism' in the international community.

This leads to an endless, confusing conflict, where fear and survival, greed and power become a state-of-being for entire populations, with no end nor solution in sight.

This emphasizes the importance of defining words, of understanding, and of a clear objective and starting point, and that is the first step that we each must take to end the wars we hold within ourselves, otherwise we exist in an endless inner-conflict, where fear, survival, greed as self-interest and power-struggles become permanent states-of-being that we can tend to accept and not question, as it becomes so normal that we see no other way. If you don't even realize you are at war, how will you realize you need to end it through surrendering?

Defining my inner war:

Right now, me as my mind is at war with me as my body and me as my beingness. And being the stronger force, is the part of me that has the responsibility to surrender, to step down and to, from that point of equality, strengthen the weaker, less-developped parts.

The objective is to end the conflict within, to integrate mind, body and beingness as one and equal, to work together to realize the utmost potential of all three working together as One, so that that One can then work to end the war without, to assist and support the world without to integrate as One and Equal, and to work as One to bring about a better world for All as One.

The start is Here, a decision made Here and Now, and then re-made in every moment as every breath. The end is when conflict no longer exists, where there is evidence and consistent proof that We as Humanity have created a world that is Best for All, and have proven that we can be trusted to do so eternally.

The starting point is Self.

I start with me, my within and my without. To end the inner-conflict where parts of me are fighting for power, for resources, for greed as self-interest. To take those parts, understand them, and walk them through to a point of surrender.

Sure-ender, the letting go, the releasing, the out-breath, the end, making way for a new beginning.

My process from Here will be to take this 'big picture' perspective, and break it down into its smallest parts which can be seen in daily, moment to moment living. The small, often overlooked actions and participation which may seem 'innocent' and inconsequential, but when lived out over time, accumulate to inner and outer wars on every scale.

Recommended recording of the Reptilians speaking through the Interdimensional Portal:

World War YOU - Reptilians - Part 304 

"What within the global consciousness and its relationship to this physical existence and physical matter contributed to the escalation of wars in human civilization?
What within your mind-body relationship can lead to your body responding with such force to its relationship with your mind that it sets off mini wars within you?
What is the nature of these mini wars within you and why does your body respond to your mind in this way?"

In the Beginning was the Word: micro-blog from Desteni Universe

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Today I finally listened to Jesus speaking about the word 'Word', and how to redefine and live it. A cool exercise to look at is writing the following:

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with Life, and the Word was Life.
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with Me, and the Word was Me.
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with a Day, and the Word was a Day.

What I got from this was walking a process from solution through to the first initial steps of application necessary. We are in fact All Gods, in that we are essentially the creators of our individual realities, and collectively - reality as a whole.

Unfortunately, that of us that has taken the reigns, that is sitting in the driver's seat and doing the creating is our individual minds, which are rife with self-interest, ego, survival, etc..., which ends up creating a world and reality like we see today.

So, here looking at the solution of All of us becoming Creator Gods that create in such a way where we create a world that is Best For All and so: Best For Self. But if you see in the writing application above, we have to first work with the first most basic and fundamental steps we have, which is one day at a time, living-word by living-word and Self first - because we can only move as fast as, or at the pace of physical reality.

The recording explained the tendency for individuals to want to skip the nitty-gritty process of Self-change/Self-creation and jump right to the God part.

This recording was a really cool reminder of the importance of walking a process with/for/as Self first, and what that really means, and why.

Check it out here (Jesus speaking through the Interdimensional Portal):

Redefining WORD - The Crucifixion of Jesus - Part 135

 

Birthing Ideas from A Starting Point of Energy

I sometimes have moments in my life where I am flooded with new ideas, what seem to be very good ideas, and when I play them out in my mind I can see so much potential. In my fantasies and imagination, I can even play out best-case scenario successes and I end up getting quite excited about it, especially if the first idea I put into action turns out well.

What I find is that in this excitement energy, I just want to fully indulge myself in creating the ideas and ‘getting them out there’, which all seems fine and good, so what is the problem? The problem is that anything that is created from a starting point of energy, rather than a grounded, clear and practical approach, is bound to be met with unforeseen and unnecessary consequences in the process along the way, in the final result, in how the time and effort required to realize the idea fits in to the rest of my life, or how the idea plays out over time in the long-term.

For me, my idea was making a certain style of video that would effectively market a product, as well as get a message out into the public realm in a way that is interesting and engaging. The first video I made went well and almost ‘fell into place’ easily, it was a lot of work, but things seemed to work out smoothly. This got me quite excited and I now wanted to make many similar videos all at once, and just pump them out and get them out there. 

So within this energy, I started to make a second video. Only now, I knew within myself that I had other tasks that I had originally planned for, that needed to get done first, tasks that I was now putting aside in order ride the energy wave of excitement and pump out another awesome video. This means that, in not looking at and directing myself within my practical, current, physical reality, and instead functioning from my mind-reality, I had now decided to prioritize this new idea over and above my other tasks and responsibilities that I had previously committed to myself to do. Yes, I could do it all, but only if I could do it quickly…

This is where I started to see the consequence of ‘a starting point of energy’ playing a role. Now with the knowing that I am putting off things I should be doing, that I had planned to do, that needed to get done in order to properly set up the current, present projects that were moving in my life in the HERE and NOW, I had created a time-crunch, pressure, rush, and lack. 

So, when it came to spending time on certain time-consuming elements in the second video, I  ended up making choices that were less-then my best just to get through the point and get to the end result faster. There were certain new learning curves I faced, and instead of taking the time to walk through and process the new skill, I found ways around it and used techniques that were ‘good enough’, even leaving some things as they were simply to avoid the time required to fix them. 

So in walking a creation process from a starting point of energy, I saw that I was willing to accept and allow myself to create something that is less-than my best, which is in turn accepting and allowing limitation and preventing me from self-expansion through avoiding learning and not investing the adequate time into birthing my idea properly, fully, to my utmost potential wherein I discover what my utmost potential actually is in this moment, and then see if I can expand it some more.

The second consequence of putting an idea into action from a starting point of energy, is in how I experienced making the first video compared to the second one. The first video felt like things were just falling into place, going so smoothly and well, because the time-factor was not even an issue and so the learning process was fun and felt easy and the end results that one that I was pleased with. The excitement I experienced was real because I knew I had done my best, invested myself fully and responsibly, and the end result was one I could stand by

The second video, however, felt like things were getting stuck, not working out, more difficult. I didn’t have TIME to learn the necessary skills to achieve my vision or follow through on suggestions that I knew were good. So, the end result was something that I knew was less-than my best, I knew within myself that I had taken shortcuts and participated in avoidance, ignoring the advice of others and instead chasing the experience of excitement and satisfaction, instead of living and creating that REAL excitement and satisfaction that comes from having really applied myself fully and actually done the best I could without expectation or conditions placed upon myself.

In this, the PROCESS of making the second video was unsustainable, even if the end result was pretty good or acceptable. If I were to work in this way on all projects, not only would I not effectively learn and expand, but I would also never really feel satisfied, and in constantly chasing experiences of satisfaction and excitement and never actually creating them for real, I would inevitably end up burning out and giving up, letting it all go and not wanting to do it at all.

Lastly, when I finally did get to the other things I had to do, I now experienced myself as unfocused, bored, and a tediousness coming in, because I was lacking the energy I had been participating in from before, and now it was like a withdrawal. 

So, all in all, in having participated in an idea from a starting point of energy in the mind, and not a grounded, practical, fact-based physical reality starting point, my overall experience of myself was now polarized into positive/negative, my output was limited and less-than my best, not only in the one video project, but in other areas as well, and I missed out on opportunities to learn. All is not lost, however, as I can now let go of the energy, schedule my time properly, and continue with making my videos in a more grounded and sustainable way.

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