There is a lot of guilt associated with OCD, and tonight I
will be looking into the point of guilt in relation to the lack of focus and
attention that is given to the surrounding environment, because the focus and
attention is instead being paid to the disorder, the ‘mind-state’ of the
disorder. Because of and due to this, there is a lack of attention and focus
that is given to the surrounding environment, there is less value placed upon
it. As they say, you give value to that which you give attention. So, the value
is placed squarely on the disorder, and everything else plays second fiddle. At
a glance, I might be inclined to say the guilt stems from neglect, but within digging a little deeper
one sees- it is an entire devaluation of everyone and everything for the sake of the disorder, and then
covering up that truth with layers and layers of other emotions and feelings.
But really- the most important thing is the disorder. That is what gets the
most attention, the most time and dedication, the most focus and growth. So, in
this way, the disorder becomes that which is valued, in a bizarre and twisted
way, above and beyond anything and anyone else; and the guilt comes from the
fear of anyone ever finding this out.
Day
143- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face
Day 144- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face (pt 2)
Day 145- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face (pt 3)
Day 146- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face (pt 4)
Day 147- The Comfort and Security of OCD
Day 149- OCD: It Doesn't Matter, If No One Knows
Day 150- OCD and Distorting Reality Day 151- OCDas Dermatillomania: Delusional Mind Day 152- TheFear of Not Having OCD
Day 153- When OCD Prevents Life
Day 154- Dermatillomania: SecretlyOut of Control
Day 155- I Have OCD Day 156- OCD: It Makes You Super-Human, 'Unstoppable' Day 157- OCD:Practical Cessation Day 158- OCD: The Inner Time Bomb Day 159- Dermatillomania: Diffusing the Time Bomb
Day 144- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face (pt 2)
Day 145- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face (pt 3)
Day 146- Dermatillomania: Staring the Beast in the Face (pt 4)
Day 147- The Comfort and Security of OCD
Day 149- OCD: It Doesn't Matter, If No One Knows
Day 150- OCD and Distorting Reality Day 151- OCDas Dermatillomania: Delusional Mind Day 152- TheFear of Not Having OCD
Day 153- When OCD Prevents Life
Day 154- Dermatillomania: SecretlyOut of Control
Day 155- I Have OCD Day 156- OCD: It Makes You Super-Human, 'Unstoppable' Day 157- OCD:Practical Cessation Day 158- OCD: The Inner Time Bomb Day 159- Dermatillomania: Diffusing the Time Bomb
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