Within this blog post, I will continue from Day
71- Falling in the Face of Confrontation, by looking at what happense, why it happnse and how I accept and allow it to take place within me. I will do this by using the tool of self-forgiveness, which I learned how to use within and through the Desteni material.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to project
my thoughts/ideas/imaginations/fantasies as ‘worst case scenarios’ of how
people will react into the future, and then fear them, thus accepting and
allowing myself to change my behaviour, in essence restraining/restricting/controlling
myself in ways in which I think/believe/perceive will avoid such
worst-case-scenarios which only ever existed in my mind.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
think/believe that if conflict were to occur, that my power could be taken
away, based on past memories/acceptances/allowances wherein I had actually
created this as a reality through taking my own power away by abdicating my
responsibility to myself through blaming others for how I felt inside and how I
chose to behave/react/handle the situation.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to base
Who I Am on past memories/experiences instead of taking the self-responsibility
to create Who I Am in every moment of breath.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
walking into situations where I will be in contact with people because I am
walking within and as the mind of
ideas/thoughts/beliefs/fears/projections/fantasies/imaginations that I create
and terrorize myself with, instead of walking within and as self-trust.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
restrict/restrain/control myself within and as the constant apprehension I
exists within and as due to the self-created fear of potential conflict in
social situations, instead of letting go and existing in the moment, within the
understanding that I will deal with conflict if/when it arises within common
sense and using practical solutions.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel apprehensive
about what friends/family think of me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
friends/family not accepting me or rejecting me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to give
friends/family the power to accept/reject me by accepting and allowing others
to determine if I accept/reject myself, because if I accept myself
unconditionally then it doesn’t matter if others accept or reject me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define
myself and my self-acceptance within and through interpreting how I am
reflected back to myself by/through others outside of me, instead of deciding
Who I Am and Creating myself moment to moment.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear a negative
reaction from others.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
others will become angry and/or defensive about something I’ve posted online.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
that someone/others are secretly following me online and developing a hatred
towards me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
think/believe that someone/others are following me online without letting me
know, and secretly developing a hatred towards me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
others hating me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define
myself based on whether or not others hate/like me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
want/need/desire others to like/accept/approve of me and what I do.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
think/believe that I need approval and/or validation to do/be/express myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘look
for’ signs to confirm my worst social fears, which are that people will
hate/reject/disapprove/invalidate me, by being/becoming ‘extra sensitive’ to
how people are behaving around me, wherein I look for and fear any little sign
of hate, rejection, disapproval, or invalidation because I as my mind am
looking to feed/fulfill the fear energy within/as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
conflict.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
people.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
myself.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the fear of
conflict to exist within and as me.
Next post will continue with self-commitment statements, as well as self-corrective application scripts.
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