This blog is a continuation of the explanation of the character I play out in my life of the 'annoyed daughter,' as well as self-forgiveness statements which reveal why and how I developed this character.
Continued from Day 54- Am I the 'Annoyed Daughter'?
Self-Corrective Statements:
Continued from Day 54- Am I the 'Annoyed Daughter'?
Self-Corrective Statements:
When and as I see myself going into the character of ‘annoyed
daughter’ which is indicated to me by the red flags of finding myself annoyed
by my parents, looking for inability, viewing them as old/aging and finding
myself worried about their capabilities etc… I STOP and I breathe. I bring
myself back to presence by breathing through the reactions and reminding myself
that who I am is not a character, reacting within character such as the
‘annoyed daughter’ reacting within annoyance. Who I am is Here, breathing,
self-responsible, living, dealing with the actual reality of the situation, and
not with the issues and reactions of an illusionary character trying to believe
or perceive herself to be a certain way.
I commit myself to breathing through my cast of characters
instead of participating within and as them, thus living myself Here as breath
instead of there as character.
When and as I see that I am acting out a character which I
have defined as responsible and mature I stop, and I breather. I bring myself
back to awareness within the understanding that all I ever can be is me Here,
and as soon as I desire to be ‘more than’ what I am by acting it out instead of
actually practically changing myself, I am only behaving self-dishoneslty thus
creating myself as only a limited character of the mind, instead of a whole
expansive being here in reality.
I commit myself to stop living the con of characters in order
to CONvince myself that I am a certain way, such as responsible and mature, and
to instead Live and create who I am in self-honesty, based upon the principles
of equality and oneness.
When and as I see that I am manipulating myself by going into
character in order to convince myself that I have changed, matured, become a
responsible human being I stop, and I breathe. I bring myself back to
self-direction within the realization of the importance of actually getting to
know myself and who and what I am, and directing myself to be and become a
mature and responsible human being, equal and one in FACT: in living
application according to writing myself out and cross-referencing my writing
with others who are willing to call me out if necessary, such as the Desteni
community.
I commit myself to stop manipulating myself in order to
play-act that I am something that I am not yet, and to become and realize my
full potential through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective
application until I am equal to and one with all that is Here.
When and as I see that I am altering myself to fit into a
predefined character in order to create the perception that I
think/believe/perceive I require to be acceptable/desirable by myself/others I
stop, and I breathe, I walk myself out of the character and back to physical
reality by reminding myself that who I Am Here is already enough, and that
playing false roles actually diminishes myself further and creates
self-dishonest relationships that do not support me, but rather support my
mind/ego/separation.
When and as I see that I am existing within and as chracters
instead of existing as self-expression in the moment I stop and I breathe. I
bring myself back to awareness within the realization that Who I Am Here can be
grown and expanded while who I am as a character will only ever become more and
more limited.
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